ducks nuts

warning: explicit language and pessimism ahead. hahahaha.
fuck what good is there in my life? what is there to look forward to? so far nothing interesting has happened in my life and i've been living for sixteen fucking years when will i see the light and learn. and experience life? i'm so fucked. my life is so boring.
there are old dirty couch covers hanging on the washing line only now they're probably clean.
anyway i am in a really low mood lately. what the fuck is the point in anything? i dont see. i fucking don't.
i'm just wallowing and making this sound a billiontrillion times worse. im just so ordinary thats all.
oh fuck who cares there are plenty of ordinary people out there and i suppose being ordinary actually makes me unusual..or something. anywayfuck lifes a shithole sometimes. even when nothings been shitting me sometimes i just feel like a big ole shit.
haha ok this is just getting funny now, talking about all this shit and fucking, hopefully not together, coz that would be disgusting. OOOKKK, anyway....
does anyone wanna go and jump off a fucking cliff onto a trampoline and then bounce high and fall into the ocean with me?
no? didn't think so. hmm i'm wondering whether i should post this or not its pretty spastic stuff and not very interesting just really stupid. but maybe i will coz who gives a fuck. these are my fucking thoughts (yes, i swear a lot in my head) and this is a blog. anyway. i'm such a quiet person. i don't understand.
hmm ok well this was all just heinous negative shit dont worry i dont feel like that all the time.
so NOW howbouts some fun? yeah.


ps> hey what happened to the good old days of being kids and hanging around with whoever the hell you want and having the time of your life doing what YOU want (most of the time) and not caring about other people much. that was pretty fun. but i spose we all change. anyway i'm off this is all getting weird.

by the way: i have another [mini] site/msn space at http://spaces.msn.com/supercoolnon
its got some photos and shit on it.

oh yeah and here's some funny food packaging for ya- hannah had these at school:

hahahahaha yeah have a nice time everyone luvya,
oh YEAH i got my vce jumper today!! wooooooooooooooooooo FINE-BLOOD-ALLY (finally with a bloody mixed in there somehow..hey, if advertisers are using the word bloody then everyone can) so anyway it was pretty triumphant. now i feel more like a year elevener i suppose.
ok i'm going now have fun luv me :)