fck

did you come to terms already did you do all of that already did you
am i ever gonna be ready am i
sneeze breathe nexto me
theyre all inside me sitting there smelling like corn and i dont like being vulnerable so i think that's where they'll stay
oh wow today is a big day. why can't i sleep? it's not like i don't know how it's just like something isn't right i just can't rest
sometimes i find it hard to understand people who make their minds up so fast
i take a while to make my bed want some rest instead.
i dont want to be caught between these branches i dont want to be left floating but then what the fuck do i want? does it matter? thankyou but do you have to hang on my opinion? gets me nervous. ok i just need something to winge about, i just need to try and make myself feel even better ok. i'm just not going to be your child and i'm just not going to stay forever i want to stray with the weather least for a bit and then suppose ill feel better. boombah likes to feel useful likes to feel needed and loved. sometimes i get down and i wonder how they do it and i wonder why i can't do it and i think i just want to sometimes it stuffs up yeh. come and sit out on the roof with me will you? forget suppressed woes and just let go. i'll draw us a map now then burn it.
sometimes all there is to think is "fuck". it just sums up lots well. sometimes its more like "fuck yeah" or "fuck no" or "fuck that" or "what the fuck?" but its almost always relevant. or something. pretty picture. yeah yeah yeah. picture that picture. yeah yeah yeah. pretty pretty. yeah yeah yeah. going for a bike ride. oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.