a clumsy creme mellee

my mind's half asleep
and my body's half asleep
and i'm only half a whole person
shaking with my eyes closed
sending quakes through every thing i see
coffee colours rising to the surface of my pastel smothered skin
and yellowed paper money leaps and twists through the playful autumn breeze
bending above the streets of the city, always only just out of reach of the grey rugged people sitting low
feeling low and so close to the ground
but ask the person next to you and it's likely to be true that we all feel like that sometimes, ask the old lady patiently waiting to cross the road where every line of her face comes from, and its likely to be true that we all feel like that sometimes, that you can bundle some of your experiences with some of hers and mix a bit of paint with a bit of white paint to create
creme brulee
or a melee
so sweet it may fill up my whole .

reiki principles

"The secret method of inviting good fortune.
The marvelous medicine for all sickness
Just for today:
Do not be angry
Do not be worried
Be grateful
Work hard (on improving yourself)
Be kind to others.
Every morning and every night, sit in the Gassho position [hands held palm-to-palm] and speak these words out loud in your heart.
For the evolution of body and soul, Usui Reiki Ryoho" - Mikao Usui, the founder.[51]

drinking carbonated poison and eating mould
which lines your passageways and clumps up in little deposit piles in your brain
turns your memory ould